1. Money and not enough of it in time to do "bucket list" items. These include service to others outside of raising a family. Glad we did what we could taking the family to Africa and getting started on safari hunting. (Guess that means we already faced our fear.)

2. Shame at being afraid to try something difficult!

1. Russian helicopters

2. Our government's spending

I had a disturbing dream.

I finally got to Africa and on the small plane, to the hunting destination, was Walter.
No Saeed or anyone else, just Walter piloting the plane!!
The plane of course crashes and Walter is fine, but I'm hurt. Walter is taking care of me
and as I'm falling asleep, he begins to tell me of a wonderful movie he had seen,
made in Alberta, called "Broke Back Mountain".
In my dream I konked out, but in reality I sat up in total fear!!

Snakes!!

While walking in single file the sound of safety's /bolts being "played with" behind you when no shot is to be taken.

The sound of "click" on a dud cartridge when being charged by DG.

Did I mention snakes?